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Well I still act blind, I still have violent thoughts at times
I still tend to oversimplify certain situations like the time
she told me that she fucked him and I thought
I can’t believe this, did she not know that I loved her?
I’m going to smash this bitches face in
find the cunt and stab the fucker
Someone’s going to die tonight
But you know that it’s not right to punish her when you couldn’t
ever say that you never did play your part
you never did shit that you shouldn’t
that you never did things that you said that you wouldn’t
you never said shit that you wish that you hadn’t now
Apologies, I Have None - The 26
And it’s hard to be a human being
And it’s harder as anything else
I’m swallowing faith, but choking on lust. I’m chasing your face, but fucking it up. Turn the stereo loud until I steady my guts. You still are, “Oh, wow!” And all of these sounds are really just my heart plugged in and played loud. My knuckles are fake. I kiss when I punch. If everything breaks, what happens to us? You are how The Smiths sound when they’re falling in love. You still are, “Oh, wow!” And all of these growls are really just my heart getting really fuzzed out. Like, oh wow. If there’s heaven, I have found it with you. So is there?
Beach Slang - All Fuzzed Out
punk boys out here like “i fucking hate racists. homophobia is horrible. smash racism and kill all rapists. women deserve safe spaces.” then they turn around n are like “lol yeah girls just freak out about everything all the time i dont get why they’re uncomfortable at shows they must just not get punk. why are you so nervous quit making a big deal out of it. yeah that guy is a misogynist, but his band is sick and thats different.”
The World Is A Beautiful Place & I Am No Longer Afraid To Die | Autotonsorialist
most often the house is empty
and is if i were about to touch another for the first time again
my hands shake as
i think the buzz us light
tickling the air like my hair tickles
my spine as it trickles down
would you help steady my hand
help make my coastlines less jagged?
i think my name is safest in your mouth
how could you drown us out
Among the Wildflowers - The Hotelier
Let me go. Too unstable to wane.
Chewing wildflowers to numb the pain.
Cut the lines. You’ll be fine
but if you break when I break, will you carry me away?